inside myself

You walk in the door.
I can't even stand to look at you anymore.
I think we could have worked.
Becasue i really did love you.
But then you pulled that crazy shit.
And made me fall and hit the ground.
It hurts me to see you.
Becasue what could have been thoughts run through my head,
You were all i ever wanted
but now that fantasy is dead.
Your the only thing that kept me together.
When i walked away from you.
I began to slip.
Kept spinning and spinning untill i tripped.
I hit the ground.
Lost some where deep inside my mind.
Im here.
I am.
You can see me can't you.
Talking to me.
Every word going in one ear and out the other.
Im finally away.
Finally free.
Who would known that the place i needed to go to be free.
I could find right inside of me.
Iv'e never felt so free.
Trapped inside myself.
You think your loosing me.
Ive been gone, for oh so long.
You just never noticed,
You never cared.
But now im free.
Free as can be.
I lost myself somewhere.
Not wanting to be found.
Im perfectly happy.
Trapped inside my self.