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tears of red run down my face
memories swirl around, I try to erase
secrets I told you were meant to keep close
but now you use them against me and that hurts the most
inside I die just a little more
than from the fight before
my insides cringe with pain
but I never complain

sometimes death seems so much better
because to you I dont seem to matter
I could die today and you would care less
but thats to be expected from someone whos heartless
I use to love you with all my heart
but too many times you broke it apart
now I hate you with all that I am
you could die today and I wouldnt give a damn

you really know how to make a person feel great
my heart is filled with anger and hate
I've made you who you are today
and just like that I can take it away
I wasnt planning for a life like this
its been so long since I've felt your kiss
and while other peoples lifes are moving on
I'm left to sit and wonder where do I belong

unhappy when I'm with you
unhappy when I am without you
these feelings toy with my emotion
leaving me in a state of chaos and commotion
I dont know how much more I can take
everyday I feel like is such a mistake
I wish a better tomorrow would come my way
instead of having to suffer every day