Every time i try

                                    Every                      time i try,
                            a relationship                it works great at
                          first. things get          serious, and i fall head
                        over heals in love.  I give my all, everything
                      that i got, and everything that i am but in the end
                    i get beaten down, gets torn into millions of pieces,
                      I sweare,                every time it happens i miss a
                        part of my heart, cause when i try to put the
                          peaces back together, as if my heart was
                            a puzzle, the damn thing just doesn't
                                come out right, it always has
                                    missing peaces, every
                                        fuckin time i try,
                                          to put it back
                                            together.
                                                ******
                                                ***


                                                             
                              I am                                so tired
                          of trying                          an giving my
                    all to something                  that never works,
                i am just to fucking            scared to give everything
              that i am to someone who is going to in the end  rip me
              to shreds. Guess i shouldn't think this way no one is the
                same, but in a sense every mother fucker is. They still
              play that mother fuckin game and mess with my mind.
              They put me were they want me and pretend to care,
                    then leave me when i lease expect anything.
                      I am so tired, and i am completely broken
                      down, completely done with relationships,
                            i don't have the will power anymore,
                              to give myself to something....
                                  just completely done...
                                      every time i try...
                                      a relationship...
                                        **************
                                          **********
                                            ******
                                              ***

                    i get burned, so whats the point in love?
                  you tell me cause i only see pain in the end.