Fate~

I've been beat down, kicked around and down to my last nerve.
What if I just took this car, and missed that sharp curve?

Would anyone know why I did it, or even care?
I doubt they would, I'm just some girl that they could scare.

Scare her to her wit's end by leaving her alone.
Like a music note, silent, soft and without tone.

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Except one. Yes, one man has not left my side during all the bullshit. He says it's Fate that keeps bringing us together... I like to keep that thought in the back of my mind. He's the only one who's given a damn through it all. HE is the one who I know is my bestfriend. We've known eachother for such a long time, yes; but I don't think we noticed how Fate is toying with us. Giving happiness and taking it away.

What a petty, cruel woman Fate is. Giving him happiness, taking it away. Continuing her pattern with me as well. "Why does she do this," I ask myself as the night tolls on. One can only wonder why in the world he & I would be her favorite playthings...