If this is how things are to be
Then I know, she doesn't want me
Pick a fight
You're wrong, I'm right
I won't give up who I am
To be who you want.
You don't want me.
The sooner the better
They say the pain won't last
I cried that night
I cry still, most everytime I come across...
I see your face when I pick up my camera
I hear your voice when I answer my phone
I smell your shampoo everytime i shower
I taste your lips everytime I eat strawberries
I cry still, most everynight.
I think back
Try to piece together why
I breathe and think
I wonder if you lied
I consider what you asked me to leave
And how could I ever live without them
You may have had my love
But they will always have my heart
You should've known,
I should've seen.
You never said,
I never heard.
You were jealous
And I, naive.
It still stings when ever I think
I love her with all I have to spare
But she doesn't want me.
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She wanted me to give up the friends who are more like family. The very people she had once said she was glad I found because they saved the real me.
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Awe, sweetie...
sometimes people are only who choose to see them for and nothing more...
As I have told you so many times before, you have to take a step back and really look at things.
Listen to your inner voice and to those who linger in silence..
Such a beautiful write, I can see that your time away is doing you much good....
I'm sorry that I missed you here...
Much love and many blessings little one~
Always
Missa
p.s.
This background is beautiful~
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I did take that step back to think and that's when it all came crashing down. She isn't the person I remember. I love who she was, we have that history where the love never died but neither of us realized we would grow apart this much. I jumped in listening to my heart forgetting to think. But I'll live.
Xoxo
Anna
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