safety nets.

After all these years,
The safety net has just broke.
I'm slipping;
The knots I thought would hold,
I did not tie them tight enough,
only a few of them have stayed in tact.
But surely,
It's not enough to hold me once I fall.
I'm going to let go soon,
and there's not enough time to retie the knots,
or to just create new ones entirely.
It takes too long, or maybe;
I feel they are unable to be fixed.