its the sounds of insanity
provoking the anger held in memory
the sound of lost control
of want and need
nonsensical symphony
it fights with tears
and screams with fear
when love fails
and chaos prevails
rage bubbles off of its back
steam swirling
it uses me to hurt
and shows me how weak I am
it wants to make strength out of pain
with fingers in my brain
it tickles my past out of sleep
its rape and violence
its scared and hiding
It became obsession
and indulgence
then regression
and compulsion
now its rage
summoned of want and need
petty puppet
dancing the chaos dance
