creeping in my thoughts, hauntings in my dreams.
what more could possibly come?
could i possibly do more to make this go away?
please? just a little while longer, just one more day?
hoping to make it through this final hour of this final day,
wishing just maybe,..maybe i could stay?
why can't i fight this?
this unbearable urge to do something absolutely terrible.
scars of past cuts ground deep in my skin,
old wounds opening on my heart once more.
i thought i had you forever and always,
but maybe i thought wrong, just come back to me once again.
my heart bleeds internaly,
as my wrist does in my dreams.
i hope and pray i won't stay this way,
i must learn how to dream, of what i want to become instead of what i am.
until then i will continue to bleed internaly.
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