my head gets light
i just wnat to lay down
i dont want to fight
the painkillers
They are taking over
i just want to sleep
i just want to forget
what hurt me so deep
i keep putting them in my mouth
ive lost count now
five then ten
the whole bottle is gone i think
i lay there
not able to move
i dont object
i cant even think
the pain is gone now
i dont feel a thing
ill be gone soon
i hope she misses me
