Missing You

I have found myself missing you.
I have found myself longing for you.
I have found myself wanting your warm hugs and kisses.
I have found myself needing you.
I have found myself not sure why I am missing, longing, wanting your warm hugs and kisses, or needing you.
You were the one that distoryed me.
You were the one who I thought I would love forever.
You were the one who I thought loved me completly.
You were the one who gave me hope.
You were the one who wanted to be a fairy tale coming true.
I knew that you would hurt me, but I allowed you to do it to me.
I knew that our love wouldn't last but I let myself believe that it would.
I knew that your love was not what I thought it would be.
I knew the hope would be broken into millions of peices.