My thoughts dwell
haunting my memories
no longer a child
I yearn for my innocence
void of all emotion
not pertaining my addiction
I hear I am strong
why don't I feel it myself?
I feel like I'm dying inside
only cold filled within
every thought I have today
contains my deadly disease
that sweet metallic venom
I turned from only yesterday
Every dark corner that I see
A fantasy of dying within
the sun so bright, I once loved
now makes me feel hollow and i recoil
my tears fall now, only in vain
I shake and wish for the numb
I could not feel for so long
and now i remember why
no matter what face I use to mask
I feel like I'm dying inside
Haunting my thoughts is the memory
the childlike innocence I lost
I dwell on my Monster, my venom controls me
and whispers my name still seductively
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this poem iis amaziing
poetry iis myy passion and ii lovee writing about jst anythiing and everythiin
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