i've lost my mind
senses gone crazy
feel like split in two
distinct personalities rising
'n it makes me wonder
what do i really think
do i really mean
do i really feel
jealousy
'n anger
sorrow
'n happiness
my mind a tornado
spinning out of control
catch it hovering over
refering to him
as if we were still
the perfect couple, everyone wanted to be
but
i don't want him back
but
then again
my subconsious thinks
there is still hope in the future
till i tell it no
won't do it again
i can't stand to be that person again
someone i don't know
back and forth
happy to be single
but
realizing that i'm not onthe same page iwas
before the five years with him
trying to refocus into what i want
but
never can forget him
'n he has lost nothing
nothings changed for him
'n i lost just about everything
gave it up
to start over
' n live for me
can't forget anything
'n why would i want him
when
i'm happy its all over
can't quite grasp
that answer, quite yet
enternally flawed
for the moment
but i try to forget
to leave it all behind
move on
'n i am
slower than quicker
but
don't all things take time
in the end
' n i'm better off alone
while
i work on me
rediscover the man i am.
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