I'm always so skeptical of scenarios involving romance and me. There is just no chemistry between those two negative words, but I think that that's because I've constructed so many barriers and masks that romance is beginning to forfeit the fight to my heart and mind. It isn't like I wanted it to be this way.
I just didn't do anything to stop it.
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I'm hoping that I can learn to allow access to my heart without feeling so vulnerable and defenseless. But it seems like you already knew the passcode to the entrance of my heart, my chest practically carving a path into itself just so you could effortlessly strut your way inside.
Just don't let me believe I made the wrong decision...
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I want you to know that the hype of relationships wear off quickly for me. The blindfold of pure bliss and ecstasy and contentment with the world begins to loosen and slowly slide off of my face, leaving me to everything that could and probably will go wrong. Hand-holding and kissing are things that just don't interest me as intensely as others, for I am a different breed of "romantic". But that isn't the thing that burrows under my skin and sends tinges of grief and discontent throughout my body the most.
The thing that bothers me the most is that one of the biggest cliches and labeled lies is true in my case:
"it's not you, it's me"...
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yeahh that's me.
hopelessly unromantic.
askghlsk;;
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its all about getting to know yourself
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I suppose it is ! ahaha
I guess since I don't love myself for who I am, I really can't love anyone else and be content yet. Dang. xD -
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oh my
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ahaha yeah, really !
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i forgot 2 uh's D:
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rofl
just blame the uh-uh-uh-uh -uh uh
hormones >.>
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lmaoooo !
ahaha
yeah i guess i should ? xD
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