Invest/Molest

I’ve been here too many times to be bitter.
I’m a big boy now and I’ve just come to expect it
The fates only exist to torment me,
I guess this is just how it’s meant to be.
But I think it maybe time to nip this in the bud,
Because I don’t wanna be here again.

I’ve tried patience, I gave it time
I even gave those forgiving lines
Maybe this time, I can get it right
Maybe I just hold on too tight

Maybe you hate me or my hate for myself
Or maybe I’m just bad for your health
Maybe what I had just wasn’t enough
Maybe what I gave was just too much
I just wish I didn’t get so invested
Coz now I just feel like I’ve been molested

Don’t worry, be happy you say
How can I, knowing you feel this way
Keeping me at bay, stringing me along
I guess it’s my own fault for playing along

Maybe you hate me or my hate for myself
Or maybe I’m just bad for your health
Maybe what I had just wasn’t enough
Maybe what I gave was just too much
I just wish I didn’t get so invested
Coz now I just feel like I’ve been molested

I don’t know where I can go from here
When all I want is to have you near
Damn me and my fucking fear
I think I’m just gunna disappear