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厚いセメントの無感情でハアトが埋められた
愛し知らずにも一人で生きられないと分る
けど感情が把握できないほど鋭いだった
それから破壊の土の下で種を植えた
こんな無力のことがすっかり忘れられるから
ついに浅い眠りのような日々が消え出している

モノクロの水平線に行く先も見えない
いろいろ鮮やかな色に溢れればいいのに
それでも壊れ易い手を広げて
指先がそっと自由を触るよ

禁物の快楽が咲いている
魅惑の匂いがする
世界が光差す庭になる
果物を味わいたい

瑞々しい夢も密室に閉じ込めた
涙の洪水に障壁が腐る時まで
残ることは知らない生活への招待だよ

冷たい強風に理由なんてが聞こえない
心が正直一途になったらいいのに
また子ども時代の疑心と戦う
けど今回は揺らがされないよ

舞い散る花が永久に照らして
迷わずに旅して
荒れた過去を清める
今僕は生きているんだ


Translation ::

My heart was buried in an apathy of thick cement
I understand I can't live alone, even without knowing how to love
But the feelings were too sharp to grasp
And so a seed was planted beneath the soil of destruction
Because these types of weaknesses can be forgotten
Finally the days like a shallow sleep are starting to fade

I can't see a destination in the monochrome horizon
I wish it would flood with various brilliant colors
But still I extend my fragile hands
And my fingertips gently touch freedom

The forbidden pleasures are blooming
Releasing an enchanting smell
The world becomes a sunny garden
I want to taste the fruit

Even my vibrant dreams were locked up in a secret room
Until the walls decayed in a flood of tears
What remained was an invitation to a life I didn't know

I can't hear a "reason" on the strong bitter wind
I wish my heart would become straight-forwardly honest
I still fight my childhood fears
But this time nothing will make me sway

The flower that dances and scatters shines on eternally
Journeying without losing it's way
Purifying the stormy past
I'm alive now