Desire

Looking at you  I see my object of desire
I see a temptation so strong its like no other.
I feel a passion so strong
A burning flame...


Then I remember you and reality hits.
The unspoken but sealed promise we dared to make.
My heart breaks...
Its in two.
Piece for you and piece for you.

I do not know why I'm this way,
Why i've gotten so weak
And to compare.
Its just not fair.

Why can't I have both my loves.
Why can't I have both their touch.
Both their kisses and both their smiles.
Why can't i give them both my life, my love, my body for all time.
Is it so wrong to want them both to be mine.

I do not want one and not the other,
Its not for greed or lusting self pleasure.
Its something so much deeper than a surface,
A face of grace.
What a maze i've lost myself in...

Tonight i'll sleep and dream of one and dream of two.
I'll dream of kissing him and of kissing you.
My body will yearn to have his arms around my waist.
My body will yearn to give a taste.
To defile myself before his eyes
To have his hands, your hands between my thighs.

Tonight i'll lie in bed and wish you were there,
And wish You were there.
And i'll pray, i'll try to banish these thoughts away.
And i'll close my eyes and naked i'll see us lay.
And i'll pray I don't take these actions

But until then my heart will beat for two.
Will beat for him, will beat for you.
And no one will know the way i feel.
Or the uncontrollable passion building inside of me.