Questions

Have you ever felt as if you’re watching yourself live life through a window?  Watching yourself go through every day experiences or even sleep at night.  A whole different set of eyes are peering in. A set of eyes watching someone you know quite well, yet still having no clue what their next move will be.

Have you ever had no emotion at all? A realization you’ve somehow been transformed into being completely numb. Have you experienced the feeling of merely being a living thing- nothing more, nothing less?

Has there ever been a point you have had no other thought other than, “now what?” 
Do you know what it feels like to be trapped inside a person who seems to be nothing more than a stranger? But though a stranger, you’ve never felt more confident when you’re with them. Have you ever had more than one persona living within your body? So identical, twin like, you cannot figure out which one is your own? And yet still so drastically different, you’re always walking on eggshells.

Have you ever seen the world through a locked door? Making reality seem so far away- though you can see it, there’s no way to reach it.

Have you ever watched other very real humans, with very real emotions, crumble and give up right in front of your eyes? Even though you’re not even on a first name basis, you can’t help but feel their pain. have you ever been in a room full of lies? Do you recognize the difference between real and acting? Can you look in the eyes of a stranger and be able to say, “I understand,” without even knowing what is going on.
Have you ever traveled a road which only leads to dead ends? Feeling the urgency to escape the maze, but always ending back in the same place?

Have you ever avoided your reflection as not to be reminded of what it told? Have you ever stared in your own two eyes to seek out answers?

Do you have memories of being old when you were only young? Can you recall hearing harsh reality before you were even able to read or write?

Have you ever seen innocence kidnapped?

Have you ever watched the colored world fade to black and white?

Have you ever missed something you still have?

Does your body tell it’s own story? Full of souvenirs from head to toe. Can you recall the details but not the actual events?

Is a filter inside of you that purifies what can be saved and locks away what can’t be salvaged? Have you ever relied on pure fantasy when reality has no promises at all? Have you ever woken up feeling as though you’re in a dream? Have you ever been dreaming only to find out you weren’t dreaming at all? That everything was real, the entire nightmare had actually happened? Have you ever had to live that nightmare in a haze- waiting and wishing to just wake up?

Do you want to know everything yet be oblivious to all?

Have you ever been forced to literately taste your mistake? Was your tongue stained as a harsh reminder?