You know who you are

You know who you are,

There are days I still think about you and I don't know why, even though you're history.
A page in the long and twisted journal of my life, a memory, though I am no longer bitter.
Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if you and I were still together, which makes no sense because it's been years now and I'm with the love of my life.
Which is something that I thought you were, way back when.
I honestly don't hate you anymore, I'm not mad, but I don't blame you if you hate me.
I guess I just wish I could apologize and hear your voice one last time, apologize to me too.
I was young and naive, actually I was pretty damn stupid come to think of it but, you were so beautiful and at the time you had me wrapped around your finger.
I don't love you anymore, but I remember the times we shared and I guess I somehow hope that you remember me.
6 years is a long time to still see your face in my dreams, maybe my mind is trying to tell me things are unsettled, I know they are, but there is nothing I can do about that and I don't want to anymore, because I have found my one true love. Again, something I thought you were.
I know you'll never see this, but I do hope you are happy with your life as I am with mine, you deserve at least that even after all the lies.
It seems I may have too much compassion for you, but I've always had a soft heart.
& I honestly don't think you tried to do some of the things you did intentionally, I think it's just that you did not know any better, you were a child inside and maybe you still are?

Signed,
The Girl Who Hopes You Remember Her