The Other Meaning of Alone

Full of rage and disgust.
Afraid to do what I must.
Afraid to break in your arms.
I don’t know how to be calm.
This is the other meaning of alone:
With you here I’m still on my own.
This is the other reason for my pain.
Feel it’s going to come around again.
Seeing nothing but doubt.
I have no way to get out.
Mortal prison with no key:
I’m locked up inside of me.
This is the other meaning of alone:
With you here I’m still on my own.
This is the other reason for my pain.
Feel it’s going to come around again.
Let me fall to the floor.
Being conscious is a bore.
About to forget myself.
I don’t think I could be well.
This is the other meaning of alone:
With you here I’m still on my own.
This is the other reason for my pain.
Feel it’s going to come around again.
Hate the world I’m lost in.
Paint my pain on my skin,
And then cover it up:
Think that you have seen enough.
This is the other meaning of alone:
With you here I’m still on my own.
This is the other reason for my pain.
Feel it’s going to come around again.
I am nothing but rage.
Write my shame on every page.
Waiting for a new tune,
Shut up in my bedroom.
This is the other meaning of alone:
With you here I’m still on my own.
This is the other reason for my pain.
Feel it’s going to come around again.
Why am I still alive?
About to open my eyes.
I know there’ll be only black,
But this is darker than that.
This is the other meaning of alone:
With you here I’m still on my own.
This is the other reason for my pain.
Feel it’s going to come around again.