Can You Understand?

Why am I so confused today,

I’m just hollow inside.

My mind needs a lot of clearing,

Leave me alone, let me hide.

I’m fine, when I’m still with you,

But when you leave, I’ve a twisted mind.

I can’t believe you’ve not abandoned me too.

My eyes, glow with hellfire,

My nervousness, shakes the floor.

My heart, slowly turns to ice,

Then I shut and lock ev’ry door.

I wonder if I should smile or cry…

I see your picture and feel sore.

And that is when I realize,

I haven’t ever felt this way before!

Even though it’s a strange surprise,

I can’t help… but still want more.

This is the way I’m imprisoned by time,

I could just be a slave... Or,

I could try to escape for awhile.

Maybe I should sit and wait for,

Something to come end my trial.

But I would rather escape with your,

Lips… pressed against mine.

Fear I can’t take this anymore,

But my heart won’t let me resign.

So we play these games… forevermore,

Until the end of time…

What is it all for,

Can you understand… Why?