surrender to my lifes chaos
and to the injustice done by your hands
every step i take into the direction of life
i am enabled by this fury of passion to seduce you
and to hate you
my pleasure comes from so few things in life
i cant imagine life without it
the sandpaper grip of your love
stands between me and you
i laugh at thoughts that progress in your drunk mind
the long journey from your mind to your pants
is a sweet belt buckle away
you manifest your strong and forcefully act out your visions
i dont even cry anymore
it used to hurt, your torture
now i find peace and some comfort it it
the pain is the only constant
i care about you so much and hate you so much more
it is my never ending battle
to keep you from your own
the tendency to fall apart and
not love me anymore
i smile like a good girl
the way God made me
in this hidious picture of social exclimation and
your doing it again
creeping slowly inside of me
and taking every last innocent breath of my soul intensified
by your hips thrusting all pressure on little me
there is no balance to my loyality
all this proof it's just these used wrappers full of evidence
i try to fight you off me
begging you for life
but in the end i love you
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