the butterflies in the stomach
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your heart starts beating faster and faster
thank you please wait
the connection seems to take forever
tap tap on the keyboard waiting
questions enter your mind
will they be there waiting as anxiously for you as you have done for them,
thank you connection complete.
the page reloads and they there are, a sigh of relief quickly follows.
the same pattern carrys on for weeks
weeks turn into months and then years.
the routine becomes so monotonious and tedious,
there is a small hope that they are not there.
what at first seemed to feel like love becomes stagnet and tired.
it leads one to wonder when all communication broke off altogether and whether or not it was truly better to have loved and lost.
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