Are you mad because I'm stronger than you thought I would be?
Upset because I came out better than expected?
Feel defeated because I escaped all your boobie traps and pitfalls; generational curses?
Leaped over your stumbling blocks, landed on two feet, and God placed them on solid ground?
Distraught at my favor with God are we?
Hard to hold me down when God's lifting me up,
hard to tie my hands when I keep kicking my feet.
I'm sorry,
I don't mean to brag,
but I can't help but let my light shine,
when I've been unknowingly fighting you for my entire life.
And it took me this long to realize why you were after me,
I've been a force that you can't take out because I'm chosen and God won't let you.
I've been a Job of my time,
and you get denied my life everytime you ask.
Every curse you sent after me God blocked,
every storm cloud you put over my head God made the sun came out.
So I've seen your anger come after me with a vengeance,
sending blows and punches my way every chance you get,
but I thought you knew my beginning and my end,
how rooted the word is deep inside of me.
Aren't you intelligent enough to know you can't take me unless you uproot the tree?
And if you were a genius you wouldn't mess with me.
Your feet aren't swift enough to dance with the Almighty,
dance moves not complex enough to go with Him to battle.
So take your place under the feet of the righteous,
continue to jump stupid only to be drop kicked by the name of Jesus.
I thank you so much for every test and trial you've ever carried out against me for God,
you only helped me to climb mountains to take me to my next level.
So when's the next battle?
Let me suit up...............
loins girt about with truth,
having on the breastplate of righteousness,
feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace,
taking the shield of faith to quench the fiery darts of the wicked,
taking the helmet of salvation and the sword of the spirit.
I'm sorry I'm not as easy as you expected,
but something in my belly keeps crying out for me to finish this race,
how could I just drop out,
give up the fight;
when my soul is in this?
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It's just about my life.
