The Monster Inside

I can not cry,

I can not lie,

Sometimes I just want to say goodbye,

I am not a soldier,

A hero...except in my mind,

I am a monster....

Or at least...

That is what I'm becoming...

My emotions,

Abilities,

Control....

Are all starting to fade...

My vision is blurring...

Will it take over me before its too late?

Is this my destiny?

To go from the one whom saves everyone...

To the one no one can save?...

Everytime I feel anger it gets closer and closer...

takes more and more of me...

soon...

I will fade away...

No longer myself...

No longer in the Light...

No longer able to even be considered a hero...

I'd be a demon...

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