Didn't know I was capable
of hurting someone
Didn't know
I was worth the time.
Grasping my friends like old blankets
Taking advantage of every forced kindness
I don't deserve anything
and I'll understand them more
when they break down
And its not that I'm broken
Its not that I'm gone
I don't force the situation
I don't confront the possible
just taking advice
just lying down
just listening awake
and sleeping in place of action
never get hurt
never feel a thing
and it is never better
