..[a few days ago]...
My headphones are blasting catastrophe
Actions are placidly happening tragically
It’s a race towards death passing me rapidly
Heart beating and breathing until it’s the last of me
Then I return to the earth that has made me
Evolving, advancing, constantly changing
Maybe I’m insane, they say I’m crazy
A freak, an addict, intimidating and shady
It doesn’t matter if you love me or hate me
Nothing you lable me is ever going to change me
I’ve been alone since birth, gifted and cursed
Taking every chance to live for what it’s worth
Everybody has a fire they must feed
The ambitions inside me must be freed
So I plant change and spread the seed
Determination is all it takes to succeed
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...[today, about 15 minutes ago after returning from a walk]...
Tripping on the swingset
Tripping on the playground
I take a drag of cigarette
And on the slide I lay down
I stare up at the sky,
Planes are passing by
The sky is growing dim,
The earth will gently sing
Tripping on the swingset
Tripping on the playground
Words are blasting in my head
My mouth does not make sound
The past present and future,
Are all tightly aligned
I'm looking for an answer
I'm looking for a sign
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Freedom/Prison [Feb. 7th, 2008|04:10 pm]
Vivid memories of fantasies
I know not now what exists
On the other side of the world theres a girl like me
She knows what I feel and see
I see visions of suffering
My third eye is glowing blue
I dreamt last night that I was free,
Driving into the mist of eternity
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