what happend

what happend mom....
you act so strong
and so fearless
but at night you crawl up
into your bed
and hide in the dark...

while he trows his fits
smashing everything
trowing things....

instead of you
standing up and fighting back
you hide when you enter the house.....

im left alone when he has his tantrums
im the one that stands up
im the one that gets hit in the head with
a bottel of wine
or a frying pan.......

what happend to when we were a good family
when william and me were fishin with him
and everything was good......

now william is like him
but its him that pushes me trew
the glass in the door
william just beats me to a pulp.......

and all you do is hide and cry
wile i stand and slowly die
with the pain of knowing you will never stand up
and knowing i will always be the one standing
alone in this sick family.........

what happend to us mom........

the love we had
for each other
instead of the hatred
we have now

and what happend to standing up
for what you belive in.......

what happend?