Train Crash

Behind my calm mask
Lays an emotional wreck
Underneath this fake me
Is a struggling train crash
I’m on track to make mistakes
And occasionally I get lucky
By meeting a bump in the road
To set me off down another path
But later on I’ll find a lever
That will send me on back
I can’t change my course
I don’t know which way is what
Maybe one day you’ll build me new ones
But for now I just have the rusted and me
Nothing I can do about it
And I’m sorry that I told you about it
Because there isn’t anything you can do for me
At this time and place
All I have to protect me
Is the mask that hides away
The emotional train crash