From the Pit of my Heart

Everything I told you, Everything I thought,
Was a waste.
I wasn't going to be your friend anymore and I'd never really talk to you.
I hated you and hoped that you'd feel remotely like I did.
I knew right after I said those words I started obsessing over you.
I won't lie, I'm no were closer to being over you.

You told me I didn't understand why you did it
But then again I why should I try when you didn't?
You brought me up, You brought me up higher than I ever felt.
Then you pushed me off the face of the earth.

"Oh hey, your the greatest guy but I raised my standard"
You told me you loved me,
You told me I was the greatest guy,
Yet you wouldn't give us a chance.

Your frustrated with me for no understanding why
Yet you wouldn't even try to  understand me.

You don't understand how I felt. Not even close.
Whether you know it or not
Want to admit it or not
You took me for granted like so many of you do.

Call me a sweet guy, pat my head, then go run off to your boyfriend.
But with you it was different. You let me get closer to you than anyone.
Then you dropped me.

From the deepest pit of my heart,
I WANT YOU GONE