Just a Dream ?

I have these violent dreams
where your screaming at me
im crying hysterically and
you dont care. I try to say
sorry and you beat me.

Randomly you did it
throwing things at me
following me throu a
house that isnt ours.
Yelling things i cant understand
but your blaming me for them

I keep walking with tears in my eyes
tears down my face and now i know why
The higher your vioce got the more
i cried i didnt get why i was letting you
win why i couldnt stop and
yell back at you.

You never hit me in this dream
just picked things up and threw them
at me. like i didnt matter to you..
like i wasnt your kid..
Infront of people you even did this
when i walked outside

I tried to stop and explain to you
but you didnt care..you kept yelling
like you were tryin to show
everyone how much of an ass you are

Mom tries to stop you shes behind you
im sure you cant hear her over your yelling
but i see her.. and shes caring for me
she knows what to do.

Then suddenly the dream stops and
everyones gone but me...