Is This Love?

Is this what love truly is?
You break my heart more each day,
Do you speak truth with claims of seeing me no pain?
Why must you allow my life to be this way?

So much for true love I say,
So much for a heart mended of agony,
I actually believed you would never hurt me,
Oh how the irony.

Can you so lightly take my heart as so,
And shatter her more,
You've seen the wounds they left upon her,
Yet soon enough like an eagle I'll soar.

One day you'll see my pain will give me flight,
Soon to come I'll find my way,
You gave me light if only for a moment,
But now it seems to each other we have nothing to say,

So much for love I say,
So much for healing,
You've numbed me like the rest,
I see it a gift though to have no feeling.

One day soon farewell will be said,
And I will be the one who lives,
You will realize what you have done,
Only when it's too late will you love give.

So answer me this question this night,
If your claims are continuing true,
Is this really love?