I still remember
The last night I could say you were mine
I can see your face, it was so angry
As you looked into mine
More important is that
Is the words I left unsaid
"I want to spend my life with you
and I want to be your husband"
I guess that is one of life's lessons
I can't fix it, that break I can't mend
Since that time
Since that rented space in my head
I have become so cold
I have barely been a good friend
I closed my heart
Just as fast as I shut my eyes
I don't want anyone else to come in
But that means I can't let anyone come out
I fear that that's why I can't forget you
No matter how hard I try to push you outside
I closed up too quick
And what I wanted to shut out
Got locked inside
I don't love you any more
Of that I am almost sure
That's why it hurts
When your memory begins to haunt me
From within my shelter
My hearts safe guard
