My soul mate.

I'm trying to get my head around this, trying to comprehend,
The mistakes I've made crushed you, but I can't let things end.
I know we're stronger than this, we can fight through it all,
Please just listen to me, don't hit that emotional wall.

You've made me feel as if I were on cloud nine,
You're perfection in my eyes, everything you do, I see you shine,
It's been too long, for me to just simply let you go,
You're my everything, did you know?

I love you more than I can ever really express,
And right now you must feel like I do, lonely and depressed?
I know I make mistakes, and sometimes I'm really dumb,
But please know right now, without you, I feel numb.

My stomach is in knots, and I'm trying to think straight,
I'm sorry that I hurt you, and I know it's too late,
But when it comes down to it, you're everything to me,
It was a drunken mistake, no excuse I know. You're what I need.

I can't run away from this, I can't just avoid what I hate,
I know our lives aren't easy sometimes, you got alot on your plate,
But without you in my life I really would be lost,
So don't push me away, what we have can last!

I love everything in you, no matter what I say or do.
I love how you make me smile when I really don't want to,
I love how you play with my hair,
I love how much I know you care,
I love your smile,
I love your style,
I love how you make me laugh, even when you're taking the piss,
I love how you kiss,
I love how my head fits your shoulder,
I love how you say I'm beautiful with or without make up, I guess beauty is in the eye of the beholder,
I love how I can see myself with you, in the next few years,
I love how you try to be strong, and hold back your tears.

I just want you to know I think you're my soul mate,
And these challenges are tests. Fate.
Please don't walk away from me, I'll do all I can,
I want to go back, back where we began.

So don't tell me that your less than the world to me,
I understand you're angry, and have every right to be,
You're not being laughed at,
I know that for a fact.

So can we move past this? I've fucked up again, I know,
But it's always been me and you. From the word go.
I love you, and this poem can't even come close to explaining,
Cause without you I feel like it's constantly raining.