Kane

Tears still sting my eyes when you come to mind.
It's only been a few hours since you've blurted your words,
words that froze me in place and stopped my heart from beating.

I love you, even though you thought we rushed into it.
I never thought it'd take a year to rush my emotions,
wouldn't it have taken a little less time?
I know what I feel, no matter what you think.

Never, would I imagine that you weren't ready for this,
you're a boy, I thought I was just doing my duty,
I thought you liked it, and I thought I did too.

Is it really a bad thing to feel lust? May I not love you at the same time?
I'm not ready to take part in my own journey,
I thought we'd just started one together, though too short.

Maybe we can still be friends-
I managed to call you today without crying and
you sounded worried, but I knew you felt a bit of relief.

I was in love last night and broken by morning,
but I'm alright.
You broke me in the best way possible,
you told the truth and let me be angry.