Just Me Alone

He winds my soul and sweetly we caress with such sensuality.
She builds my sensual feelings with just a look in her eyes.
Fever of his strength takes hold of me. Raking my soul’s envy,
However, sometimes his shadow weakens so over powering.
I am stricken with pain to which I know not how it could be.
Battlefield of love captures my will I can no longer deal.
I must escape though I heed a warning from her I see.
I am not weak though she can overpower me in desire.
Am I sick or bluntly blinded by fears of lonely decree?
Floating endless in the haze of tearful love infection,
Gliding in an emotional pathway that hides the pain,
Pain and love, love and pain, no difference for me,
I hinder no remorse my senses ripped between us.
Between his love and hers, my heart has many thorns.
My heart has many rose petals that reach my spirit.
He tides me over; she enrages my soul into whole love.
They both, my lovers are one in the same, just me alone.