Ever get the feeling that you are a failure?
That no matter where you go or what you do,
you are failing in everything you do?
Feels sort of like falling through a thick curtain,
of water that holds you and shoves you down,
not allowing you to pull back up.
Sinking you to the depths of the unknown,
the darkness eating away at you,
confusing you to what is real,
and what is supposed to be dream.
Once you reach the bottom,
you feel as though you are drowning in,
a million or so regrets and sorries,
though you don't know that you are.
In the end you feel trapped,
deluded,
and poisoned with the lies,
and the regrets of what you might have done.
Still sinking to the bottom of your fears and doubt.

