Sacrifice & Change

I'm colorless and confused,
I'm used, bruised and accused,
This life is just a game; You either win or,
You lose.

Just toss the die, and place your bet,
As you take a drag of your cigarette,
With the gun point to your head, engaged a risky Russian Roulette.
As the trigger clicks back, Anxiously anticipating the metal kiss of the bullet.

Tormented, Haunted, Obsessed,
Trembles run through your veins, Knees hugged tight to your chest.
Molested, and distressed,
Harassed, you're hitting the edge to confess, the ghosts of your past you want to forget.

Imperfect, you're a direct defect,
Beautify the ugly, grown hideous by neglect,
Blamed and misread, Infected and incorrect.
No more, a human being, but just an uncared-for, despised reject.

Lurking in the shadows, Stalking uncorrupted virgin, girl and boys,
Strung-out and on the prowl, Without a single noise,
Twisted and perverse, A sick, craving for youth, grotesquely he enjoys.
A rotting heart beyond help, erected a diseased mind, Polluted and tainted with his doings, innocent youth is nothing but his, sex toys.

Plagued by a past full of pain, Persecuted for regretted past mistakes,
Puzzled, and troubled by your heart that aches,
Bitter guilt mixed with heartbreak,
Shadowing every single step you take,
A weak and feeble heart, ready to break,
Hesitant and ill with shame, don't just stand there, and take all the blame.. Even with so much at stake.. There's still a chance, to change..