Heart. Ache. :(

Every kiss brings me closer to hell,
but I bet you could never tell,
the way he makes me feel inside,
how he can so easily make me cry,
but its not his fault,
he just tries to make me happy,
to give me what i want,
but he just dont understand,
the pain he leaves behind,
the way nobody could ever take his place,
see he's not even mine,
but yet I cant get him off my mind,
his touch just confines my soul,
to nobody else but him,
he's the poison running threw my veins,
bringing me down,
and making me feel so alone & empty inside,
I try to tell him,
to get the point across,
that he eases all the pain,
from all the hatred I get at home,
but he dont realize he just replaces the pain with heart ache,
for I know he'll always belong to her,
despite all my tries,
I know i was nothing but a mistake,
a chance he didnt want to take,
but everyone got the best of him,
and he couldnt help but break,
i know im just the rebound,
a fuck to get things off his mind,
just a friend who keeps wanting more,
to be the one by his side,
but he wants nothing more,
than a good time,
until the day,
he can have her,
by his side,
once again,
then i'll be nothing,
but a memory,
in the darkness of his mind.