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Preoccupation.

I should probably be
A drug addict. With my head
Stuck in acid and my heart stuck
In love. I should probably snort
Cocaine and squint my eyes as I
Pull away from a rolled up dollar bill.
I could lay in bed and laugh at the
Ghosts floating to the ceiling
Carrying me in a basket of lies. I can
Tell you I知 not; I swear that I知 not
Addicted to the pain. I should probably
Replace this IV supporting me with a
Syringe set to kill me. Pushed into my veins
To make me forget you again. I can hide in
The bathroom with my bag of
Wonders and tell you I値l only be another
Minute. Then I can overdose and fall so
Far down. I should probably drop acid and
Finally see the colors the world has been hiding.
I値l feel like the artist I am, waving my hands,
Screaming in your face to convince you
It痴 real. I should probably hallucinate and I
Should probably be hospitalized. I can lay in
The perfect white room and wonder how
I got there and why you betrayed me.
I can use my addiction for an excuse as to
Why I知 insane. I can make you believe
I am a drug addict and you will finally have
A reason
to hate me.

I've been preoccupied with drugs lately...

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  • Acronym
    August 10

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    nooo....you need to stop! But then again I cant stop you can I ? well you definitely made an impression on me..and possibly those who read this. I can tell you now that this is not the way to go..You have so much more to give, and your better than this. Your words escape even the most cunning of tongue..even me...I only wish I could be there for you..as of now I have also been wishing I could do those with you..just so you know your not alone..I dont want you to feel like draining yourself from doing these drugs..you never know...what might happen if you keep doing them and I dont want to see you hurt...or worse..Please stop, for me..

    I wish I could be there, I wish this pain you had was not a burden anymore and ceased to exist..But things are never what we want them to be..I'm getting a job soon, I'm gonna save up and come see you okay? dont do keep doing this anymore..we'll go out or something, have fun and not think about the worries of the world that lay in front of us, we'll turn our backs on it and throw them the bird...
    be okay Shannon...be okay..

    -Chris