i. My fan blades sound out your name constantly repeating, mindlessly taunting I've stopped time and again since the day I left to wonder if you hear it too, does your a/c spell out what should've been? I'm your typical case of bad choices&&addictions. Faceless in this crowd of the lost&&almost. That doesn't mean I never wish that you weren't only telling tales [[el-oh-ve-ee]]
ii. Pick it up, Put it down. Pick it up, put it down. Hyperventilate&&f-fall[[apart]]. Monotony never felt this out of place, disconected. Sh-sha-shakey make the constant [non]breathing down my neck stop. Rip the shoelaces from my hair&&letmeletgo. For once I.want.to.be.me, not the girl everyone wants or the reason I broke you. What would it take to wash me clean again?
iii. Hot,cold.Yes,no;;You were right, I was wrong.&&When I didn't remember the words to that song, I lied. Got me twisted if you think I was anything more than a dirtfloor angel.I wish that you could listen to me, not just let it pass through your empty head. I'm telling you [[IknowI'veSaidItBefore]] for real this time, I love you. Always have, always will, same way you've whispered it to me.
