This Ones For You

I can't do it right,
I can't make decisions right,
Every one I make, I make it wrong,
You tell me and let me know,
You let me know and let me know,
Through the shit your giving me and the blood your curdling,
Bubbling over the slit in my skin,

I can never win with you,
Boiling and heating my palms,
Making the metal even meaner; colder,
This ones for you.

Just because I don't like your thing,
Doesen't mean I shouldn't love it cause you do,
I don't fucking love it like you love it,
But when you hate my things,
You let me know,
I say something negative about your shit,

Taste your own pills,
And you tell me your allowed to like it,
And have a opinion,
Where the fuck did my opinion go,
You took it from me,
So this ones for you.

I liked that song,
You thought it was horrible,
I say, bravely, to express, I loved it,
You tell me how stupid I am to like it,
And I say I liked the lyrics,
They meant something to me,
Something wonderful and made me happy,
But then you shoot it down,
You cut it down like vines,
I cut it in my veins,
This ones for you.

You sarcastic little bitch,
I try to love you and you take away my heart,
You take away my ability to love something,
Something I only see once every four years,
Well fuck that, because being related by blood,
It doesen't mean we're related by love,
Because I don't feel that for you,
I don't even care slightly,
You are just a kid I don't know,
So don't push me around,
I'm older, I live here, your leaving soon,
But until then,
This ones for you.

I can't compete with you,
I can't be the best like you are for me,
This is not your fault,
I am just guilty,
Guilty and sad for the life you have,
The part of you life that is me,
Sadly, with remorse and upset,
Hoping you wont find this one,
One more time then I promised,
I do it again,
This ones for you.




I'm sorry.