Hate/Love/Sadness/Hope

I fucking hate this life
I want to cut out the lights
I wish I was by myself
and everyone else can go to hell
I want to be left alone
I want to be on my own
please just go away
don't come back another day
small things piss me off
big things light me off
please just leave me be
and let me live without misery
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I love my life
I love my wife
my children and pets
and neighbors too
the way I feel
the way I live
makes me come back
always on your track
we should never part
for this is just the start
of our life together
may it last forever
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here we are
beneath the stars
leagues away
another day
we aren't the same
when we play this game
from the distant miles
our tests and trials
make me wonder
if we'll survive this blunder
for if i lose you
I won't know what to do
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i know in my heart
our souls will not part
you with me i with you
till the last day is through
we will stand facing
our hearts both racing
we will be fine
our hearts will intertwine
we are destined to be together
be in love always and forever
everything will be ok
i love you by the way