Alone...

Alone,crying into the middle of the world
thinking of someone who left an hour ago
leaving me naked,into the misery of my break

I break down into tears,
I stare the ceiling with the hope...
with the hope,I was not betrayed

with the hope,he wasn't looking after only for...
you know...
with the hope,he would come back
and he didn't leave me that way into the middle of the night

My eyes are red and black...
red from the tears...
and black,from the mascara that was washed away
and let it's spot on my body,on my face

I don't have the strength to get up
I'm cold,but I wont try...
I wont try to wear my cloths
I wont get up from the bed...

I'm not hungry,though my stomach has an argument with me
I'm thirsty,but I wont drink
Ι want to go to sleep,
but the nightmares wouldn't let me rest in peace

So what now;
I hear the voice of the door bell ringing
so does the phone...
there are still few people that care about me
and still call to know
Am I ok???

It's funny,what do they think the answer would be
the man I had given my soul
and finally my body...
had left an hour ago...
in a day that was raining...