Too Bad For You

Bloody tears && photographs,
Memories that will never last.

You promised me forever,
But you really meant never.

You told me you'd never break my heart,
But you left me for a bloody work of art.

If I stopped eating,
Would you have loved me?

If I looked as sick as her,
Would love have returned?

If I gave my life to the drugs and went numb,
Would you have wanted more than a short run?

She used you for your money,
But still I heard you begging her "please honey!"

And I who gave you my heart so true,
I got from your mouth "I don't want anything to do with you"

You got your wish from me,
I finally let you be.

And just when I was done crying for you,
On my phone a text came through.

You were asking for me back,
Said that you were finally on the right track.

Like a fool I ran into your arms,
Only to be left again crying under the stars.

When will I ever learn my lesson,
That you will only pull me into my depression.

Well guess what little boy,
This woman is done being your toy.

I found a man who knows what he has,
I just had to look into my past.

He's always been there waiting for me,
Waiting until I could finally see.

And he loves me better than you could ever be capable of,
I swear he was sent from the goddess above.

I know you see my pictures and regret what you lost,
I'm far better than you ever thought.

And now you live with the regret of letting me go,
But you sure can put on a show.

You hide what you feel beneath a mask of lies,
But you can't hide it from me no matter how hard you try.

Too bad my dearest devil divine,
My sweet ghost will keep this broken heart of mine.