Dear Mom And Dad,

Sometimes I sit here and wonder what happened,
But then I see everything else.
The fighting, the swearing the constant bickering,
And when you left, dad would stand there snickering.
So i decided that it was over,
You two wouldn't last and there was nothing left to cover.
I just can't believe we got the shit end of the deal,
Even though he framed you and made us wish we were killed.
I know you must regret what happened but why didn't you treat us like kids,
Christ it isn't our fault we are here.
I wish I had been with you mom, I wouldn't have turned out so bad,
Hanging with the wrong friends and always mad.
I flunked school and everything went down hill,
It was like something was missing and I couldn't have it filled.
I cut and mutilated myself so many times,
I didn't want to continue my life.
I tried so many times to move on,
But I couldn't find the reason to live past dawn.
I walked with my head down,
Forbidden to look around.
So I kept my hands in my pockets,
Looking for a place to feel content.
I wish you wouldn't have been so mean dad,
I looked up to you and thought you were so bad ass.
I thought that for sure you loved us and wanted us,
But then you hit me and I saw your true side.
I ran away and tried to get as far as possible,
But you found me and beat me till I screamed from blood loss.
When I got away I felt so safe,
And I couldn't wait for everyone to get away.
Then when you tried to get me back you threatened me with death,
I was scared and was prepared to take my last breath.
Then I was saved by you mom,
You took me away and made everything better.
When you get this, i'll be gone dad,
I don't think you know what's good or bad.
So live your life and try to avenge this,
But I know living well is the best revenge.