Yesterday

Yesterday I lost my closest friend,
Yesterday I wanted time to end.
I wonder if my heart will ever mend.
I just let you slip away.
Holding on forever.
Maybe I will never see you smile again,
Maybe they thought it was all pretend.
All these words that I could never say.
I just let you slip away.
Holding on forever.
Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you?
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through?
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye....
You'll never know.
Never know what I wanted to say to you
Instead you got the worst goodbye ever.
They would have been a lot different,
If I had known that you were,
Going, leaving me on my own.
In this world.
This world of disrepair.

Maybe one day when I can move alone.
Maybe one day when you can hear this poem.
You will begin to understand.
Understand the goodbye,
The one I wanted you to have.
I wish yesterday had never come.
That it was two days ago forever.
I hope you know,
That I can never let you go.
No not never....
Forever will remind me of you....