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Message to the world.

I wished there was a way...some way, any way, for my frail little body, to hold and carry everyone else's heart. I want to fix so many of you, nearly all of you. Those of you with the problems, the pain, the heartache... I know what it's like.


Have you ever played Spades?


Do you know what it's like if life bids 13 for you but you get dealt the crappiest hand ever and you can't even pull one book?

 

 

 

 

 


It's hard for me to go on sometimes. I see so many of you in pain and I want to change that...

I wish I could help you.


For those who don't know what love is... I'll love you. I'll show you what it's like to be loved. I'll want your heart and I'll keep it locked within me where it can't be broken. You won't have to wear it on your sleeve and you won't have to worry about the safety pin that keeps it in place, cutting your ribcage.


For those who don't know what happiness is... I'll make you happy. I'll make you smile and I'll portray to you the  wonders of life. It's bliss to be happy. It's anarchic how happy you can really be. You can stop stitching your smile to your mouth so it doesn't fall back into the frown it's used to.



I am one man, one body, one heart. I am no God, I am no Jesus. I'm not Allah, I'm not your Messiah. I'm just a boy who wants everyone to be happy.






she said I should be selfish, fuck everyone else and be happy with what I have. I am happy with what I have. I'm just not happy with what everyone else has.


breathe.
smile.
go.
go.
smile.
breathe.









I'm broken beyond repair. I'm like glass and when you touch me and try to glue me together, I cut you. I splinter you. How can you love a broken soul?

Sometimes you amaze me when your eyes dazzle at the sound of my voice. You amaze me when you tell me how much you love me. You are not what I had accounted for, you crashed into me like a UFO on Mars.






To some of you, I'm sorry for my mood swings. I've on a fucking high with this one, I'm going over and under, up and above again.


I'm sorry World,
I'm only one person.
I can only hold one heart.

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I really wish I could help some of you....

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  • Heroesrox
    November 14

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    And it's the wonderful people like this who leave us so soon?
    (You really are missed by so many of us, Mattia.)

    What the fuck is up with the way things work in this universe?


  • Overlord Darklight
    November 11

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    He was a great guy; energetic, well-spoken... insightful
    and too young to be so old. He was an old soul I think.
    ...I never told him that.

    -anonymous.


    Supernovae only blaze for a short time...
    ...but what a fucking humbling display.
    Shine on Matt.

    Darklight.
    Jon.





  • DeathtoloveShade gold member
    November 10
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    Matt Matt I loved this and I am always here for you s Searra


  • OnceUponAMind silver member
    October 27
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    sorry, forgot these..


  • OnceUponAMind silver member
    October 27
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    This is very sentimental.. Nice write!


  • Mango Memories gold member
    October 4

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    Whoa.

    I was JUST about to come down and write something along the lines of "she said I should be selfish, fuck everyone else and be happy with what I have. I am happy with what I have. I'm just not happy with what everyone else has. "

    Whoever she is, she is twicefold as wise.You should listen to her.


  • ladybug.
    September 22

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    For those who don't know what love is... I'll love you. I'll show you what it's like to be loved. I'll want your heart and I'll keep it locked within me where it can't be broken. You won't have to wear it on your sleeve and you won't have to worry about the safety pin that keeps it in place, cutting your ribcage.


    Sometimes, things can't be helped, you know?
    But it'd be nice.


  • tearrsofthemoon
    September 13

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    I read this one a few times, I really enjoyed it...it is beautiful. Your words, are very touching. You have so much compassion, it is amazing. For that heart that you hold, they are extremely fortunate, and I hope they hold on tight back. Another wonderful write, thank you so much for caring for other people, and for sharing your words, to many people, much like myself, words like yours are wonderful to hear. ♥


  • Tzipora
    August 10
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    ive read this write over like 4 times today.

    its just so good.


  • Antebellum
    August 10

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    I'm sorry World,
    I'm only one person.
    I can only hold one heart.

    ......wow.

    hmm.. wow youve honestly left me speechless.

    this is absoultly amazing. I love the ending...

    It's hard for me to go on sometimes. I see so many of you in pain and I want to change that...

    I wish I could help you.

    I can relate to this part.

    thank you so much for taking the time to enter,

    wonderful job.

     

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