The Road that led Me to You

A lonely road cuts through the mountains
Guiding me through Hell
Now I try to forget, but my burn remains
The pain – there is no parallel
And here I was driving
Just barely surviving
This highway that seems so askew
Was leading me to you

Can you fathom
The phantom
I have become?
You could never
Endeavor
This love that is so bitter
Your skeleton’s face brought me there
Now through red rimmed eyes I stare
They remind me of yours
I am dead, and you are the one everyone adores

Still I tried to hunt you down
Walking through a town I read about
I admired you, yet you taught me to drown
And all the way home I will shout:
“You said you would show up!”
And I feel so corrupt
Our lives were supposed to be an idyll
After all, you stopped me from being suicidal

The sky is raining blood
Choking on mud
Making a perfect flood
Floating face down, I fear
I will die alone here
A future thought to be so clear
I was searching for you
What else could I do?
All I wanted in the time of my death
Was for you to help me take my last breath