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Save me

I hate you
I hate everything about you
You make me feel like I am nothing
Am I truly nothing to you?
You preach to me about how honesty is the best
But yet you lie to me over and over
Your nothing but a pathetic hypocrite
But why can't I leave?
Why can't I walk away
Is it because I love you
Or because I am weak
My weakness is you
Everything about you makes me weak
Weak to your will, power, and strength
I tell myself that I will one day leave
I won't do this to myself anymore
But yet I never leave
I stay in this miserable hell hole called a marriage
You say we can change and get better
You promised me nothing is going to be like it was
But it's EXACTLY that same
Nothing has changed
We are still in a hole that we can't crawl out of
Now the question is do we work together to fix it
Or move on?
I don't know what to think anymore
I drown myself in the bottle to ease the pain
But I still feel the emptiness
I am so far beyond numb that I don't care
So I will sit here, drowning and alone
Hoping you will come and save me

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Sorry if it don't make sence I'm pissed and drunk

comments would be most appreciated!

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  • Emerald-Spirit
    October 11

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    This is really touching. I can relate to these feelings. You have to do what's best for yourself though. But remember, the heart is the minds parter in crime. Love this write. XemX


  • XXStOlEn-HaLoXx
    August 8
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    i wrote this wen i was drunk....lol it is slowly getting better but i found out somethings about him this night and got drunk and poured my heart out! lol but thank u for the support...i appreciate it! i wrote another one about an hr ago could u please read it?? most appreciated!!

    ~Tasha~


  • Jeremy0826 silver member
    August 8

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    This makes a lot of sense and is filled with a lot of pain
    and emotions. It's a terrible feeling to find yoursefl in
    this position. When a relationship starts to go bad it
    usually doesn't get any better unless both sides are
    willing to fight to change it. I hope that you aren't
    really feeling this way and if you are, I hope and pray
    that things turn around for the better for you very
    soon! I wish you well my dear and thanks a lot for
    sharing this thought here. Take care and keep up the
    wonderful work here!




    Jeremy0826