Evil thoughts

My thoughts are empty
They just wandering around
Trying to get peace
But the outer world won’t give
My thoughts a chance to inhale.

I’m surrounded by negative minded people
How do I get out of this emotional hell?

Shadows of death following me all the time
If not now then tomorrow
The chance is there
It’s just a matter of time before it lands.

My ground defense is strong
But my attack has seen better days
It will be damn hart to win this battle
What will happen if I win this crazy battle?

Will I then have any friends standing
Behind my back if anyone try to assault me?
I doubt about it because I have always won
Victories alone – I’m going to win this alone to.

Will I still be standing next time god tests me?

I have lost a few battles but still I came out as a winner
Dead has never got the advantage of me
Will he get it this time or will I survive this day to
I will be grateful if I survive today to.

Evil shadows from the sea hunting my dreams
Screaming for my help and I twist every time I hear them
Because these a my wandering thoughts and souls
I want to respond to them but I’m paralyzed by the gun shots.

How am I going to survive this battle against my
Evil thoughts?